Why are some attachments so scary? Because once you have them the thought of losing a person isn’t just scaring it’s haunting, as if living in a world where their presence isn’t tied to your life looks scary. Some people become homes and then despite all the cracks that home gets, you don’t want a new home when their silence feels like punishment and distance like suffocation, but you want that damaged old cracked home only. when there are some people you don’t just befriend but you breathe them into your heart and wonder that if I lose her I’ll never believe in friendship again , that reconcile despite all the ifs and buts , because maybe in real friendships we only give and give everything to the other person without keeping any score, without calculating anything , but maybe sometimes we don’t realise how much certain friendships mean to us untill we see them slipping away, untill the silence becomes louder than the conversations and untill you sit there crying over the thought of losing not just a friend, but a piece of you , a very special one